So much for the dedication... to this log anyway. I have the dedication to the gym but I also have like 5 finals this week and have been swamped with work. Anyway, I just got home from school where I've been for exactly 10 hours! After school I had to go to an afterschool math review which was pointless because I literally knew everything they were doing so I left. Maybe I'll hit up the science review tomorrow after school instead. But yeah anyway, after that I went and hit the weights. My test's through the roof, I can feel it. So without further ado---
Shoulder, biceps, triceps, forearms
Barbell shoulder press-45-12, 95-10, 100-10, 105-7, 110-5
Upright rows- 70-12, 75-8,7
Bent over laterals- 20-12, 25-8,7
Decline close grip bench- 135-10,140-9, 145-9, 150-6
Lying tricep extensions- 75-9,7
Single arm reverse grip pulldown-15-8,8,8,8,8,8 (L,R)
Seated curls- 85-10,8,6
Hammer curls-30s-7,7 (Just didn't feel like doing these, so I listened to my body and didn't)
Incline curls-20-18, 16,14 (left and right total)
Behind back curls-95-15, 100-10,8
Thing with a rope and a stick and a weight that you twist till it's wound up, know what I mean? like I did that twice for a killer burn then called it a day.
I'm extremely optimistic about the results I'll get over the next 3 months. One of the big guys at school said "he's not
that big" refering to me. Well I will be
that big when I come back to school next year! That motivates me everyday.
I've been thinking about taking
ZMA as a testosterone booster. I obviously don't need one true, but ZMA or zinc, magnesium and vitamin b 6 has been shown to be a very powerful test booster, 30% increases in test. Now of course I'll still need to do tons of research but it looks like a good option, much better than a prohormone which I thought about.
I know all the dangers of steroids at a young age but test boosters will most likely have no effect on my development. I need to figure out if I'm far enough into puberty, or close enough to done, that it's safe to take ZMA. Like a say I have to research a lot more, but it's getting to the point where I can't compete with these guys on test boosters. No matter how much better my lifting technique, routine, sleep schedule and diet is, the guy with more testosterone is still on top (to an extent).
Diet
Meal 1 6:10
Protein shake
Banana (mostly glucose not fructose and I'm out of glycomaize)
Meal 2 6:45
Sandwich
fruit snacks
Cheese stick
Meal 3 7:20
Bagel (white)
Apple juice
Chocolate milk
Meal 4 10:00
Pretzels
Nature Valley Bar
Meal 5 11:45
BBQ ribs
WW bun
Chocolate milk.
Peanuts
Raisins
Meal 6 3:30
NaNO Vapor
Meal 7 4:45
Protein shake
Nature valley bar
Meal 8 6:45
4 oz chicken breast
1 cup brocolli
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2700, 73, 314, 170
Cal, Fat,carb, pro
Of course I'm not done eating yet, I still need another 27g fat, 80g carbs and well I have plenty of protein.
I just realized I'm a perfectionist. And prolly have OCD as well because certain things I'll just dwell on foreeeever. Like if someone says they don't like me (which has literally only happened twice) the reason being that I'm nice to EVERYONE, I never steal from people or tell secret or any of that bull****. Then someone'll be like hey did you hear that Joe doesn't like you and called you a skevey bastard? Uhhh, why I didn't do anything to him, I'll never said anything but nice words to him and I chill with him all the time. What the ****?
And then if I smoke I'll just dwell on it forever like "why the **** did I just do that, I just ****ed up my whole quitting". Then I'll get all pissed and punch ****. If my diet's a off if the weights are down all that **** to different extents.
Hey I'm not mad anymore, yaaaay. Hahah I think I'll just say **** those people, you don't like me, do something about it, otherwise shut your mouth. Simple as that.
Sorry, I like to talk.