guys i really appreciate it, it means alot and definitely helps me get back on my feet. to fill you in on the situation, jenny is a girl i've known since i was 18, she was 16 at the time, we have been on and off since then. i got in a motorcycle accident a couple years back and she was at my bedside constantly every day throughout the period of 3 months just about. we finally decided on valentines day this year to start making it official. everything was great until the last week, she went out kissed some dude, and was a wreck after she did it, she said she felt terrible. she waited a day, finally told me when i was out with some buddies at happy hour, and my jaw dropped. shes my best friend, closest girlfriend ive ever had, i went off on her and finally we talked yesterday to get some closing and i was willing to give her a second chance because of how much i care about her, i just felt sorry. we've never lied to each other and always been straight up, so she told me i was holding her back, that im so mature for my age and she just wants to find out who she is before. she wants to marry me and that scares her because everything with us is so perfect, and shes not used to that. she says she doesnt deserve me yet, and she hopes once she can grow up, that she would be able to come back into my life, shes in love with me, and never wants to her me ever again, so until she can guarentee that, she wants to try and grow up. sad part is, i forgive her and hope she can grow up. ill update later, currently im at work. | 
Team Johnnie Jackson / Pretty Boys
”A man can fail many times, but he isn't a failure until he gives up.”
