I was just wondering if anyone believe's in ghosts or can at least explain this to me.
Ever since I can remember there has alway's been this presence with me. Now I'm not a superstitious person / not even a religous person but thinking about it freaks me out. The only way I can describe it looks like light shrouded in darkness. A bit like a tunnel.
Now I would shrug it off as a mild form of skitz or that my eye's are just funny but so many strange things have been happening to me since I was born with association to this image.
To describe it is la bit like dejavoue except at least once a month something happens weird with it.
An example of this was I was dreaming when the eyes (the image) came in it. I was in a house when I saw a darkman shrouded with those eyes. The house burst into flames and I could hear my family screaming. I woke up! went to get a drink and found the oven had been left on.
Another example is that on security I The image came to me again. I felt so scared and uncomfortable that I decided not to turn up to work the next day as a bouncer on the door. The guys apparently beat up an off duty police officer and threw him through the window. They were all charged and convicted. If I was there it probably would have been me!
I also get it like an alarm when people are not right , like a warning system.
(These examples could go on forever)
also from this I get frequent dejavu where I see people that I have never met before or usually stressful choices that I have to make.
Now some of you are probably thinking Im nuts or don't worry just something that is trying to protect you. But I can vividly remember as a 7yr old child getting up and telling it to go away and leave me alone or that I would kill it/ beat it up. You see when this stuff happens I get a terrible feeling like there is something evil and after me. Like It's trying to pull me some were that is not right. I have been chased by this image. Had it creep over my shoulders stalk me in dark places. It's just always there. The fear, the face and I must act.
When I was nine in karate we were told to imagine our worst enemy and to visualise this image to strike at. Guess which image came up and has been there in most of my competition bouts!!!
Now like I said before there must be some sci tif reason for this or at least I hope there is!
I also get voices in my head. That give me directions through tough decisions. (and there not mine

) That image appears then! The scary thing is when I do what it say's every thing comes out all right.
I have put this on the net to see if anyone has or shares a similar experience that I have. Or can at least explain to me what the hell is going on!
