I think im gonna give up with my fiance.. everything keeps getting worse, I dont see how I can spend the rest of my life with her.. she doesnt accept who Iam.. its been hard. Ive tried everything I could to stay with her, I even put forth all my finances for this situation, But I think its done.. I cant live like this anymore.. sorry but I need to speak out..
"All your life you are told the things you cannot do. All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough; they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this. THEY WILL TELL YOU NO, a thousand times no, until all the no's become meaningless. All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly.
AND YOU WILL TELL THEM YES."
In faith there is enough light for those who want to believe and enough shadows to blind those who don't.
Being a Christian is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff, including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see.
"All your life you are told the things you cannot do. All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough; they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this. THEY WILL TELL YOU NO, a thousand times no, until all the no's become meaningless. All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly.
AND YOU WILL TELL THEM YES."
In faith there is enough light for those who want to believe and enough shadows to blind those who don't.
Being a Christian is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff, including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see.
yes we have a baby on the way.. she doesnt accept anything about me... I have to change daily.. the person who Iam because of her insecurities... man its just too much to deal with. If i even glance at another women im condemned to hell.. there are just too many issues.. i dont know what to say.. Im thinking about that kid, but there is no way im gonna be with her and try to raise that kid together.. we are just too different.. I dont know what to say.. Only God truly knows why this is happening to me
"All your life you are told the things you cannot do. All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough; they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this. THEY WILL TELL YOU NO, a thousand times no, until all the no's become meaningless. All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly.
AND YOU WILL TELL THEM YES."
In faith there is enough light for those who want to believe and enough shadows to blind those who don't.
Being a Christian is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff, including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see.
Ive gotten rid of every contact that ive had over the past years.. just for her.. Im even willing to stay home with the kid and let her work.. i feel im doing everything I can but im still not happy.. this has to stop.. im sick of feeling like this
"All your life you are told the things you cannot do. All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough; they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this. THEY WILL TELL YOU NO, a thousand times no, until all the no's become meaningless. All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly.
AND YOU WILL TELL THEM YES."
In faith there is enough light for those who want to believe and enough shadows to blind those who don't.
Being a Christian is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff, including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see.
Thanks guys.. means alot when you reply to me in a time of need like this... i feel broken and hurt but I know I will get better.. i feel really bad for the kid.. more then anything
"All your life you are told the things you cannot do. All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough; they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this. THEY WILL TELL YOU NO, a thousand times no, until all the no's become meaningless. All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly.
AND YOU WILL TELL THEM YES."
In faith there is enough light for those who want to believe and enough shadows to blind those who don't.
Being a Christian is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff, including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see.
dude, sounds like you need to man up. you gave up your money, friends, jobs, fuck that. man up, tell her how you feel and take it from there. if she cant accept who you are why the fuck did you get with her anyways? over anything else think about that kid.
