Never give up...thats the first step to failure...or maybe it's the last step

Seriously though, you don't look as bad as you think. Yes you are carrying a bit of extra weight but gaining a pound a month isn't something you should worry about at all. I've seen guys that use the McDonalds and
Ice Cream diet on their bulk and look like ****. You've got a pretty good base and it would be interesting to see what you look like once you cut down your body fat. How much cardio are you doing at the moment?