Really appreciate your encouragement and thoughts Flex, q80, Fahad and digink. Thanks for taking time to post. :) Im feeling a little better about it today....its definitely not the end of the world. Greater tragedies have occured..... at least Im healthy and happy and so is my family.
Really sorry to hear the bad news Banshee, stay strong, and remember you still have 1 million competitions to do, but im sure birthdays and family events aren't as common.
You should be proud of yourself, you have good judgement towards life.
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You fight, you die, you fight again. (Thanks for the Sig PI)