I'm not really sure where this belongs, but I'm having a real ****ty day so heres one of my weirder (if thats a word) posts.
I'm not so bold to call myself a bodybuilder, or even in amazing physical condition, but compared to the commoner I'm pretty built. That's in no way ****y, all it means is that I take care of my body and I take pride in it. And I couldn't be happier- yet I'm having a side effect. I'm EXTREMELY picky with girls. I don't know if it's because thats just the way I am, but I can't shake loose the thought that if she gets to come home to a pretty good body (which in my opinion I have for my age), then she should also have a pretty good body. It's only fair that if I take care of mine, that she do the same. In the most foul way of putting it- she's grabbing muscle, I dont wanna be grabbing fat.
Now I'm sure there are exceptions- everyone likes different things and that makes the world go around. If you love someone, regardless, I envy you and I'm happy for you.
Has anybody else had this type of feeling. Cause it's getting to the point where I'm so picky and literally it pisses me off.
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